A Sister’s Symphony
Artwork by Arina Stetsiuk, age 16, Ukraine
I checked today’s date on the calendar. June 12th.
Exactly six months since my sister’s death. Six months since my whole world decided to topple over.
It had been difficult to deal with life without her. My family was broken without her, and everything just felt . . . meaningless.
I rubbed my hand on my face to pull myself together before getting up to open the curtains. The bright sun streamed through the window into my room. A lump formed in my throat as the thought of my sister never coming back hit me again. Six months wasn’t enough to get over grief. No time would ever be enough.
“Get yourself together, Brenda,” I murmured to myself as a tear rolled down my cheek.
Who was I kidding? I couldn’t go back to work today. Not like this. I dragged myself to my family's sitting room across the hall. It was empty, which was perfect.
I sat behind my cello and sighed. This was the only way I could distract myself, and I honestly knew I couldn’t keep up with this every single day. I had a life to return to; but I didn’t care.
I pulled a string. The note bounced off and rang beautifully in my ears, reminding me of the times I used to play for my sister so she could forget her sickness, and the pain she was feeling.
I picked up the bow and began playing my sister’s favorite song, "My Girl" by The Temptations.
I swayed swiftly as I gracefully moved the bow across the strings of my cello. Playing her song felt beyond magical. It felt like she was there, moving to the tune with me. The tears in my eyes returned and before I could help it, I was sobbing. The music was enough to break me down.
As I played the final notes, the wave of emptiness returned and the realization that I had to go to work rekindled in my mind. I reluctantly placed the bow on the little table beside me and sighed in satisfaction.
I had to move on. I knew it was going to be hard, but I also knew that was what my sister would want. For me to move on.
With the little reassurance I had given myself, I stood up and walked out of the room, silently humming the tune of the song, the only reminder of my sister’s true joy.
Zoe Nhyira Maison is 17 years old. She is from Ghana and she enjoys writing fictional stories. Zoe also loves to dance even though she's not really good at it, and she's a movie geek, as well.